Everything was all grey and all i can see was you. I’m full on smiles because i know you’re just there. The only problem is why can’t i move? You keep on calling my name but why can’t i talk? Please.. It’s not what you think. I’m still here. Don’t leave me. I don’t know what’s going on. Why am i calm while you’re walking away? This is just a dream. Wake me up please. I can’t stand you leaving me here. Why? Please. Make it stop.
apparently “bae” means “before anyone else” i always thought it was a ghetto word for “babe”
I never really thought that it felt like this. Whenever you hear just a whisp of their voice would send smiles to your face in an instant. Whenever you hear them laugh is like a jolly musical to listen to. Whenever you see them its just perfect.
I’m so detached and distant and cold at times, but I swear if you spark my interest, I can become so clingy and you’ll become so important to me and I will put so much of my time and effort towards you.
Having an anxiety disorder is like that moment where your chair almost tips or you miss a step going down the stairs but it never stops
THIS IS THE ONLY DESCRIPTION OF ANXIETY I HAVE EVER IDENTIFIED WITH
THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
BUT HOURS- SOMETIMES DAYS- LONG